Dead Cat lyrics

Deep sweet dread Syrupy dread I'd love to live But I smell death Deep regret Arm caught in A blood pressure test But I smell death Feels like I missed the real end I must live in the index The universe is mumbling Buy a gun or something? Now that I have some time alone I'm chewing through my arm down to the bone There's time enough now at last I know All the blood in my head is going home