Paroles de Loneliness, The Usual Pain

Every night when I close My eyes I think I´ll never face so much lies that I´ve faced Loneliness, the usual pain I´m so far away from grace ´Cause You never embraced Me When I´m alone...I remember that part of Me grew inside You When I´m alone...I remember that part of Me died inside You I´m afraid...threaten by the empty walls around Me I´m so afraid...threaten by the dirty thoughs inside Just yesterday...You said You´ll love Me forever and I believed Just yesterday...I saw You laughing but You laughed at Me Mind and heart betrayed and used by love Lies against trust ´til death do Us apart You lay beside Me but it feels like I´m alone You put Your arms around Me but it feels not the same anymore Abandoned, unborn...is Our love and the fruit of it Abhorred, buried...That s Me, insipid ...And while I sleep I m with You And the sweet unborn child of Mine.