Paroles de Waking Up (...again)

Black clouds slowly give way Reality seeps in again Dazed, shaken up, why do I always seem to wake up? The awkward silence of morning And the sun is back More terrifying than my dreams Trapped in the same place for another grueling day My brains still soaked in booze and I’m every bit as miserable. Blissfully I start to trail off…worry free til something else comes up. Inevitably the feelings of dread come back Eyelids grown heavy, Scratching til I see blood Needling presence makes me forget everything I love Gnawing at my sanity for countless time Why did I have to wake up? I can’t fucking bear it anymore Wanting the world to collapse and destroy my body So I won’t have to feel this way or think these thoughts ever again.