Paroles de Place To Start

I don't have a leg to stand on Spinning like a whirlwind nothing to land on Came so far never, thought it'd be done now Stuck in a holding pattern waiting to come down Did somebody else define me? Can I put the past behind me Do I even have a decision? Feeling like I'm living in a story already written Am I part of a vision made by somebody else? Pointing fingers at villains but I’m the villain myself Or am I out of conviction with no wind in the sail? Too focused on the end and simply ready to fail 'Cause I’m tired of the fear that I can’t control this I’m tired of feeling like every next step’s hopeless I’m tired of being scared what I build might break apart I don’t want to know the end, all I want is a place to start