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I find pleasure inside all these little things The things that people seem to have a real issue with The needles, drugs, beer I just can't ignore Yes their harmful Not to me though Fills me with a promise An escape from life I just can't live without all these things that give me a high Give me all your needles and your alcohol I need to feel young Is that so wrong? Just a little more I say as I reach for another Just a little more I think lighting a cigarette These habits are hard to break as they all raise my self-esteem And their the only thing keeping me stable I think Maybe if the hands of time were to teach me a lesson If and when and only then should I try to stop Until that day arrives I'll depend my life on drugs and booze And listen to these thoughts that drive me to the edge Please give me a purpose I don't know what's right And nothing will appease my monstrous appetite It's ruining my body Yes, I need some help As my addictions ruin my health I have made a promise I stupidly broke I'm ruining my life I'm sure we know that Please, please please forget me I know I'm mess but this life I've chose I don't regret All I want is a little validation I don't understand your hesitation Is this a result of inflated ego? If so spare the tears and fucking let me go Just a little more I beg As needles prick my fingers Just a little more I think As I tug open wounds Little habits hard to break I'm far to gone to be stopped now It's not like anybody's gonna help me Break free I may be deluded but I find comfort in anger And I don't care if it sends me six feet underneath Even if the damage done is sadly irreparable I'll listen to these thoughts inside of me that haunt me Just a little more I say as I reach for another Just a little more I think lighting a cigarette These habits are hard to break as they all raise my self-esteem And their the only thing keeping me stable I think Maybe if the hands of time were to teach me a lesson If and when and only then should I try to stop Until that day arrives I'll depend my life on drugs and booze And listen to these thoughts that drive me to the edge