Writer In The Dark lyrics

I read this ending over a hundred times I know how it works So I won't cry anymore But I still keep wondering why If I always knew about this story Because my tears fall And you're the only one who doesn't know You will never be able to understand the heart Of a writer in the dark I'm tired of feeling like I'm tolerated With his three years of experiences feeling the best Like I can't reach you I send you a message Waiting for an answer I see my cell phone screen from second to second Thinking I'm the only one for you I read this ending over a hundred times I know how it works So I won't cry anymore You will never be able to understand the heart Of a writer in the dark Because I want someone To say I love you You will never be able to understand the heart Of a writer in the dark Falling apart After everything you put me through Why am I still afraid of losing you?