Away and Here lyrics

How sick you ever wanna be Able to see the light Suffer boy leash won't break How hard you try Helplessly tilt the time for me Can you help this only for me Walls around you grow taller Hard to keep me? Heaven beside you bargain ? with? Buy yourself your own kingdom Helplessly tilt the time for me Can you help this only for me First to find? It's hard to be? Lightning? for? Lack of regret wakes me?