LAZARETTO lyrics

I don't know where to begin I think I'm moments away From everything crumbling all around me So, show me the way Out of the deep end Now my back is bowing in pain I might be jumpin' the gun I might be jumpin' the gun I might be jumpin' (Oh, no, the shame) Where will I end up? (Uh, uh, uh) If I don't wake up tomorrow I let the pain do me in Wake him in the middle of the night I feel I'm all alone And, oh, where did he go? Where did he go? (Sometimes, I think I'll never know) Speaking of pain and all the things That made us hate him What an ego (I guess I'm better off than I know) You're afraid now, 'fraid now 'Fraid now, 'fraid now, 'fraid now (Darker, darker, darker) (Darker, darker, darker) I don't know where to begin I think I'm moments away From everything crumbling all around me So, show me the way Out of the deep end Now my back is bowing in pain I might be jumpin' the gun I might be jumpin' the gun I might be jumpin' (Oh, no, the shame) Where will I end up? Don't let the pain do you in