Not A Hero lyrics

I try to keep it all in line Fix the cracks before they shine Hold the world up, play the part Even with a shattered heart I'm not a hero, never was But I save them just because While I drown beneath the waves I'm the one who always stays There's a war inside my head Fighting ghosts I never said Try to hold Swallowed pills when nights got cold I was abandoned in the storm Numbed the pain to feel warm Still I carry every soul Though I'm breaking, lost control