Original lyrics

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I'm hanging on by a thread I got these thoughts in my head The kind that won't lemme rest I swear I'm trying my best I cancelled all of my plans I cut off all of my friends I only trust on one hand I say I'm sorry too fast Oh, I've got it all figured out, but I don't When I fall down I know I could change but I won't I'm not a monster I'm just a maniac I'm not crazy I take a pill for that I'm a disaster going down way too fast I may have been shattered, but I put the pieces back And it feels like everybody's out to get me Feels like they keep forgetting I'm not a monster I'm just a maniac I'm not crazy I take a pill for that I'm scared of what I'll become Can't undo the things I've donе I tried to hide who I was Felt likе I wasn't enough It's like a fight to the death Feels like a knife in my chest Constantly gasping for breath Don't know how much I've got left Oh, I've got it all figured out, but I don't When I fall down I know I could change but I won't I'm not a monster I'm just a maniac I'm not crazy I take a pill for that I'm a disaster going down way too fast I may have been shattered, but I put the pieces back And it feels like everybody's out to get me Feels like they keep forgetting I'm not a monster I'm just a maniac I'm not crazy I take a pill for that I'm not a monster I'm just a maniac I'm not crazy I take a pill for that I'm a disaster going down way too fast I may have been shattered, but I put the pieces back And it feels like everybody's out to get me Feels like they keep forgetting I'm not a monster I'm just a maniac I'm not crazy I take a pill for that