Lose My Cool lyrics

Terrified of my regrets The things I've said and haven't yet I can't breathe, can't sleep I keep crying I can't stop the feeling I'm not good enough It gets me, it wrecks me I've been hanging by a thread A trapdoor in my head I'm falling through again I'm heartbroken and it's fake Oh, when my friends say it'll be okay Could the universe go easy on me? If it gets much worse, I think I might scream Say I'm in my prime, whatever that means If I hear that one more time, I think I might lose my cool Waiting for it all to click I'm getting desperate Right now, I'll tale anything Even the stupid shit So every 11:11 I make a wish I've been hanging by a thread A trapdoor in my head I'm falling through again Flew from London to LA But nothing really changed I still feel the same Could the universe go easy on me? If it gets much worse, I think I might scream Say I'm in my prime, whatever that means If I hear that one more time, I think I might lose my cool My cool Could the universe go easy on me? If it gets much worse, I think I might lose my cool