Just a Thought lyrics

All I want is your understanding As in the small love of affection Why is this my life, is almost everybodies question And I've tried, everything but suicide But it's crossed my mind I prefer peace Wouldn't have to have one, but in possesion But essentially I'm an animal So just what do I do with all the agression? Well I've tried everything but suicide But it's crossed my mind Life is a one way street If you could pay me, I'd show myself going in the right direction So I go all the way Like I really really know what but the truth is I'm only guessing And I've tried everything but suicide But yes it's crossed my mind, just a thought It's even dark in the daytime It's not just good, it's great depression When I was lost I even found myself, looking in the gun's direction And so I tried, everything but suicide And yes it's crossed my mind But I'm fine