Fool lyrics

These days I'm getting older Before my time To say I'm getting stronger Would be a lie I think you're trying to break me Seems so unreal Don't know how to take me Don't know how I feel Look around you Do you see what I see Other people think you try to Make a fool of me It seems to take so long Till anything gets done Why do I have to lose to get things I've never won I'm defeated again I see the look on your face I've got that feeling again My mouth has a bad taste My hope in empty promise Put me to shame I know its what you wanted I need the pain I was gonna be someone You held me down Didn't want me to move on You let me drown