Defiled lyrics

I'm gonna get defiled In your world i'm naive Like a lost child Now i don't seem so strong Are my delusions real? I'm not right nor wrong All i can feel is the same old shit Build me up Break me down And then be done with it So i'm the one you say's unreal Teach me then slay me Only cold i feel Well you see i'm still standing here The only thing you taught me Was to feel fear I feel fear