Boy Behind The Mask lyrics

I've always been obsessed with starting over Moving on but never getting closure Going mad but keeping my composure Cause God forbid they see the bipolar Feeling like I'm splitting two Identities And they're both getting the best of me My own minds playing tricks on things Puppeting my strings, I give up When my eyes are wired shut Is it then where I can love The both of us enough I've tried to wash away these feelings But something about it's been so freeing There's a boy behind the mask And I've never let him in Been playing dress up for a lifetime Staring in a role that was never mine There's a girl who finally asked The boy behind the mask Numbing all the thoughts with magic potions Anything to feed my oxytocin The levels always low, but no one ever knows Cause I'm the master of emotion It's exhausting trying to hide The things that I don't like The parts I've kept inside Are so ready for explosion I've tried to wash away these feelings But something about it's been so freeing There's a boy behind the mask And I've never let him in Been playing dress up for a lifetime Staring in a role that was never mine There's a girl who finally asked The boy behind the mask When my eyes are wired shut Is it then where I can love The both of us enough I've tried to wash away these feelings But something about it's been so freeing There's a boy behind the mask And I've never let him in Been playing dress up for a lifetime Staring in a role that was never mine There's a girl who finally asked The boy behind the mask