Serious lyrics

Every time I write is usually late at night Never understood why so I gave up that fight If my mind is running, I'll let it loose Can't contain the thing that you didn't choose And I'm tired, I'm wired, I'm so consumed And I know that I let it defeat the truth Serious? Oh, who is she? I'm curious And I'm running out of reasons why Why I try if I'm Serious? In my dreams I wake up and all of this is gone No one knows my name or that I'm writing songs Is it just a nightmare then? If I'm scared and aware that it's just pretend I force myself again and again To not listen 'cause I'm Serious Oh, who is she? I'm curious And I'm running out of reasons why Oh, I try if I'm Serious