Conceptualize lyrics

It's hard to conceptualize death When everybody lives forever Got caught in these walls And everything is getting better Memories from my past Drowning on the surface I won't fall in love Today It's hard to conceptualize love When everybody loves forever It's hard to get by And I try, and I try, and I try Oh I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try Oh I try When I die, I'll be light On your mind, oh through time When I die, I'll be light On your mind, oh through time On your mind It's hard to conceptualize myself And I don't wanna go your way Anxiety, please, leave me be I have another lover on this daydream But I try, and I try, and I try Oh I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try Oh I try When I die, I'll be light On your mind, oh through time When I die I'll be light On your mind, oh through time