My Apology lyrics

It's not the way that I intended this I didn't realize, how much I would miss... But with every parting of our company I hate to think, what it has done to me Chorus: You didn't see, that I was sorry This has to be, my apology When cruelty comes with blind indifference My humanity becomes my best defense But if you consider the alternative I really didn't have that much to give A tragic victim of my circumstance Never give the devil a second chance If you do you know that you never will Probably best to forget and begin again