One Of My Lies lyrics

When I was younger I thought the world circled around me But in time I realized I was wrong My immortal thoughts turned into just dreams of a dead future It was a tragic case of my reality Do you think you're indestructable And no one can touch you Well I think you're disposeable And it's time you knew the truth 'Cause it's just one of my lies It's just one of my lies I only wanted to get real high 'Cause it's just one of my lies Why does my life have to be so small? Yet death is forever And does forever have a life to call its own? Don't give me an answer 'cause you only know as much as I know Unless you're been there once Well I hardly think so Do you think you're indestructable And no one can touch you Well I think you're disposeable And it's time you knew the truth 'Cause it's just one of my lies It's just one of my lies I only wanted to get real high 'Cause it's just one of my lies I used to pray all night Before I lay myself down My mother said it was right Her mother said it too Why?