Original lyrics

EN

Outside of my box Are places in my thoughts Where people take care of me Needing such closure Excitement spills over It's taken this long just to see That I need this Even more than my health I've already started to die I need this Regardless of wealth If I'm honest I'm living a lie New York is calling My will powers falling I'd surrender but it's what I want Leaving behind all these tears that I cried I won't dwell on these things, no I won't That I need this Even more than my health I've already started to die I need this Regardless of wealth If I'm honest I'm living a lie This won't be real Till I raise my appeal I'm a wreck in a fight with my nerves Finding my place I was born to create I'm a soldier but my bullets are my words That I need this Even more than my health I've already started to die I need this Regardless of wealth If I'm honest I'm living a lie (2x) Walk into unknown Through Broadway & Soho Where my dreams are waiting for me That I need this Even more than my health I've already started to die I need this Regardless of wealth If I'm honest I'm living a lie