Senescence lyrics

I am so stupid to ever think That I would ever be loved, enough I am so stupid to ever think They would see me past the lust they hold They call me young They call me pretty Then lights are on They have to leave I am all they want Until they get it My clothes are on Do you still love me? I am so stupid To ever think they would say what they are supposed to say, mistake I am so stupid To think they would ever love anything past my age Like they say I can be young I can be pretty I can be fun If you do not leave me God, am I wrong? Do I not deserve it? If I was not young Would you still love me? I am so stupid To ever think that I would ever be loved Enough I am so stupid to think they would see That I am still someone else's son They will not