Washed away lyrics

Today I nearly cried for lack of contours No bounds, I'm not sure No strands laying on my pillow Today I sat alone in a crowd And I sailed above them Sincerity washed away Since nothing is spoken out loud I've been going off I've been drifting away I can feel my whole world Shifting and becoming diluted Today I fell apart Don't know when to stop or to start Nothing is as it should be Cannot find what is me Today I came loose at the seams No nightmares, no dreams Silence took me over I don't understand what it means