Solipsism lyrics

Half asleep you check to see if I'm alive Why would you come over just to start a fight? I'm the type who loves to be alone All you want's affection, yeah, and all I want's to go Euphoria (I try to keep the upper hand and) You're far along (It's not hard to keep the upper hand when) You say I still Love you when I choose Knowing when to lose and let go? Euphoria Yeah! Patience is a virtue and I'm falling short Every time we disagree I'm out the door You should not empower me I feed off the pain Tantrum tactic obstacles Keeps us both engaged all the same Euphoria (I try to keep the upper hand and) You're far along (It's not hard to keep the upper hand when) You say I still Love you when I choose Knowing when to lose and let go? Euphoria I need to sculpt the way you feel To keep the spark alive and well cause I might never be the one who sees the everlasting I might never give the time it takes for our finessing I might never be the one who sees the everlasting I might never give the time it takes for our finessing