First I'm Sorry lyrics

You had me first And traced my lips I'm sorry You held me from the dirt You had me first I'm sorry You are not my shelf To hold up my old self I'm sorry You need something else I am not myself I'm sorry Mother knows I drown in my lies Father knows I learned my lessons the second time Ask me where I'll go I'll say I do not know No I do not know No I do not know But you drowned in my waves And I can tell that you are hurt Please know I loved you first Please know I loved you But you are not my shelf To hold up my old self I'm sorry You need something else I am not my self I'm sorry (Oooh) Mother knows I drown in my lies Father knows I learned my lessons the second time Ask me where I'll go I'll say I do not know No I do not know No I do not know