In The Middle lyrics

They don't get it They don't get it They don't get it, they don't get it They will never understand I'm fighting for my life here the best that I can I think I've drowned a million times and Like a baptism I'm reborn each time so I'm really tryna trust the tide But it feels like I'm gonna die on this ride How do I know If I can't see where I'm going How do I keep trusting that I can Tell me everything's gon' be alright I know you can't Tell me you gon' be there when I get there So I I'll know that I did it If I make it through this rainstorm in the end Then the scars won't matter but right now it I'm tryna find a way to get shit together But every time that I do it just falls apart I'm like forget it I feel like I'm just playing the part But still I keep on going forward with a heavy heart And the things I'm feeling I'm ashamed to feel them And the only thing that I can do is conceal them I feel miles away from the person you need me to be And sometimes I just don't think that I can Tell me everything's gon' be alright I know you can't Tell me you gon' be there when I get there So I I'll know that I did it If I make it through this rainstorm in the end Then the scars won't matter but right now it Feels like I'm in the middle Of the biggest storm I ever seen my Heart got shot by a missile And the pieces scattered everywhere It feels like I'm in the middle Of a war I've gotta fight alone It's hurting more than a little 'Cause I'm right here in the middle