It's Not Ok lyrics

line me up, drag it out… can you fucking hear me? i've done the best that i can can you fucking hear me mom? you'll never understand i'm sifting through my head sinking like a rock for every word i've spit smashing hammers through my face bitter and alone, tired and confused digging for a heart bleeding, tear this chest apart nothing is worth this pain… is there still fight left inside and should i even try? i need a fucking reason as the nights get longer and longer, i feel my heart grow colder and colder rotting away in the blackest of earth, burning every page in your book.