Drown lyrics

From the misery of my life I'm still trying to survive Even with the fear here inside And the pain that I bring all the time My life is full of dead people That in my dreams I try to find Because I can't stand the fact They are not by my side Like a child lost in the darkness I try to find the light In the edge of my agony I'm just an old man blind I can't see the sun Keep my eyes wide open I can't touch the ground Just fly over the ocean I can't hear the sound There's a blackhole sun in my head Pulling me to inside of myself I'm stuck inside my own trap Trying all the time don't be a scrap I put my head outside the water But I'm still drowning myself Paying for my own mistakes I try to scape of this hell