Sitting on a Hill (Waiting for the Sun) lyrics

When I was young man I was drawn into the dirt I could never show it All my really pain I began to lose control Forever indebt to my fucked dependence Many times I've been alone Sitting on a hill waiting for the sun Many time I've been Waiting for the moment to be free Many time I've been Waiting to, waiting to, waiting to... To be free Gotta find a way, gotta find a way I'm buried up to my neck What can I do, what can I say I'm on fire, I'm gonna crack I can't stay alive, temperature is rising I can't survive without a pricked I'm at your command, your fucking trafficker How much money you won in my back ? Motherfucker!!!