Pity Party lyrics

My pleasure swirl has completely stopped working It's tired and older And I can finally sense that it needs a break A significant hard-hitter The past just loaded its gun It's goddamn overwhelming To get a taste of it all at once Take time to breathe now I won't talk unless you want me to I'm throwing a pity party at my house Take time to grieve now I won't talk unless you need me to But I gotta fix these social scripts somehow Mining the bottom of the pit for answers Mining the bottom of the pit for moral redemption You got hay in a needle stack You got hay in a needle stack Take time to breathe now I won't talk unless you want me to I'm throwing a pity party at my house Take time to grieve now I won't talk unless you need me to But I gotta try to find myself In these conversations somehow I tried I tried to pick out the shitty things I said from my teeth But I lied I lied And the cavity is years deep down I got stuck I got stuck on the crux Of something else I got stuck I got stuck on the hauntings Of self-repressed guilt