Feelings lyrics

I Have a lot of feelings And they hurt so much Fear of losing what I love For not being enough This fear is suffocating I don't want it anymore I wish I didn't care 'Cause I just don't want Feelings, no more Feelings I don't know what to do With my thoughts I wanted to disappear and throw my whole mind out Self sabotage, It's killing me more and more I wish I didn't care 'Cause I just don't want Feelings, no more Feelings