Sadist Guilt lyrics

There is no remorse for what lives inside There is no remorse for what lives inside Emaciate Slowly Endless misery Die Emaciate Slowly So selfishly I blame myself and I corrode I surround myself with what I loathe I blame myself and I corrode I surround myself I will never bow down, I forever live in vain I will always seek power inflicting pain A sense of loss is how I feel, the trauma and stress are what's real A sad delusion, I confess, confess, confess I faced God and I was turned aside Back to hell and I'm here to stay I will never bow down Never bow down I forever live in vain Live in vain I will always seek power Always seek power Inflicting pain Inflicting pain There is no remorse for what lives inside I don't feel strong I dehumanize When I realize I don't recognize I don't feel strong I dehumanize When I realize I don't recognize Sadist guilt Sadist guilt I looked into eyes of a demon and I saw myself I looked into eyes of a demon and I saw myself