Original lyrics

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Heart beating rising under skin Teeth clenched hard, I pull it in I replay scenes I never saw Your hands where they should not be You wore my trust like something cheap Then came back close still lying to me You crossed lines quietly at night While I was holding everything You lay beside me calm and warm Breathing like nothing was wrong How do you sleep so close to me Carrying all that silently I was here, I was real You were already gone I see it clear now I see the stain you hid Every breath we share tastes bitter as sin You touched me with a fire you stole While I was bleeding out control I won't carry what you spilled on me I won't choke on your dishonesty This ain't love this is the scar Where I finally break apart Your promises taste metallic Like rust stuck deep behind my teeth You learned new ways to hold a skin Then brought them back like they were mine You said you never meant the harm But words don't clean what you destroy I thought I was your safest place You used my heart to pass the time You don't get back what you burned You don't come back untouched I was here, I was real You were already gone I see it clear now I see the stain you hid Every breath we share tastes bitter as sin You touched me with a fire you stole While I was bleeding out control I won't carry what you spilled on me I won't choke on your dishonesty This ain't love this is the scar Where I finally break apart You held my body after lies Skin to skin with empty eyes Tell me how you shut it off Tell me how you call that love No blades no fists no violence Just truth tearing flesh from sense This is the damage you ignore When you turn hearts into war I see it clear now I see who you are You fed on safety fed on my scars You came back close you came back cold Like consequences don't hold I won't carry what you spilled on me I won't choke on your dishonesty This ain't love this is the scar Where I finally break apart Heart slows down I stand alone You lost what never should be thrown