Lost Days lyrics

I had struggled in the past To what I aim for Then I looked through the glass Injustice What did I get? Tired to obey Always those who don't deserve it Watching the scene Finding obscene I'm not part of this shit Those were my lost days They are my past now All I can remember Is just surrender Anchors that put me down Smashed to the ground These words that let me dizzy I drowned Why did I stay? I was afraid I wasn't brave to release it I get the blame I was ashamed But now I made it All the anger I had felt faded away Now, my triumph doesn't rely on You anymore I'm not part of this shit