Lean lyrics

I'm giving up on myself today I found a cure for all the things I'm looking for I'm finding color in black and grey Put on my shoes and wondered just what I would do Would you give it up for them? I know you can't win It's not who you thought you would be Does your family know you're sick? You need help and you can't quit I'll be the shoulder if you need to lean I've given up on myself today Lost what I had, is there a way to get it back? I'll find rebuilding in slow decay Take off my shoes to dip my toes in something new I imagine you're here saying Darling' don't fear and stop acting this way But I have to wait ‘til I see your face and I'm ready to change