I'm Not Running Away From This lyrics

I'm not the man that I once was I let the walls cave in I've been searching my recall For milestones and memories To take back what I've become And am I hearing more than my own thoughts? (Repeating every word) And do I feel your spirit in my chest Calling me away (Away) Say my name Say my name I feel like I'm wasting time I let go of you years ago There's no wind in my sails now Only chills in my bones And am I hearing more than my own thoughts? (Repeating every word) Do I feel your spirit in my chest Calling me away (And I'm drifting away from the waves of grace He should be watching over me) Say my name Say my name Miles away I'm lost at sea How then you heard me calling Father, I've been drowning And I'm not running away from this, I swear