Smoking At The Gas Station lyrics

Smoking at the gas station Desperate for attention In small gestures of protest Trace the outline of my hand So I'm reminded where I end Say this is no contest To be loved by you I need to get out of the house today To try my face Out on strangers And if anyone’s to look my way I’ll latch onto their gaze Demanding answers How to look more like you? How can everything feel so familiar? Do I have to mourn feeling anything that’s unfamiliar? How can everything seem so familiar? Do I have to mourn? (I can’t seem to let it in To change me again)