Soul of Purity lyrics

Carefree days seem to last forever But behind the superficial emotions Lies the soul of purity Having been positioned in various places In the pain of irrationality I doubt If my own existance is of any value Never drowned in the flood of alcohol Never pursuing my soul in the apparent laughter I, however, comfort myself in the smoke of a ciggarette Without reason, anyway Here lies my soul of purity Everything that I imagine Is shedding it's beam On my whole heart, I feel it's up to myself To catch up with and get ahead of all those things, I wonder What I see beyond the black glass