the beginning of the end lyrics

Sometimes I think I should avoid The simpleness of filling holes with opioids I think, I think I know But I don't And maybe I'm a part of a plan Maybe I'm a slight to your hand Maybe I just don't understand But if you want to make me blow I wish you would go I wish you would go I wish, I wish, I Sometimes I think I should avoid The simpleness of fraternizing paranoia I think, I think I know Till I don't Sometimes I wish that I could be The company of pretty girls and pretty boys I wish, I pray, I hope For a reason And maybe I'm a grain in the sand Maybe it's the way that I am Maybe I'm a dawn of a man But if you want to make me blow I wish you would go I wish you would go I wish you would go And if you want to make me blow I wish you would go I wish you would go Uh, uh, da-da-da-da-da Da, da-da-da-da-da Da, da-da-da-da-da Da, da-da-da-da-da