Holidays lyrics

I gonna alive, but never feeling sometimes I drive to the beach and I cry I realize that I was never his number 1, and I Conquering the world, being friends with everyone But in the end I always get thrown back To be second again, but I, I'm alone on holidays I thanked God for everything I have I thanked for God my mom and dad But I'm bad, I'm tired For bitches and didn't click with anyone Conquering the world, being friends with everyone But in the end I always get thrown back To be second again, but I, I'm alone on holidays Conquering the world, being friends with everyone But in the end I always get thrown back To be second again, but I, I'm alone on holidays