Wide Open lyrics

I'm reaching up for my last breath of air My head hits the wall and I am done for sure I'm floating down and sinking like - like dead weight to the floor I might be fallen but I'm never down The gaps are growing further It's tearing me wide open The threats they won't destroy me It's tearing me wide open The harder that I try - the easier it is to fail And know I'm not alive - it's killing me A hazy light consumes my night A blurry sight across the sea There's nothing better in this life Than to escape and become free I might be fallen but I'm never down The gaps are growing further It's tearing me wide open The threats they won't destroy me It's tearing me wide open The harder that I try - the easier it is to fail And know I'm not alive - it's killing me Stabbing me, wondering Regretting, anything The gaps are growing further It's tearing me wide open The threats they won't destroy me It's tearing me wide open The harder that I try - the easier it is to fail And know I'm not alive It's killing me now Leaving me wide open I might be fallen but I'm never down