Dissolved के बोल

I see your life fading today You lay as the sky brings the rain All the while your life fades away A though twists closer with rain I wish I could go backwards in time Back to the world where we're doing fine I wish I could see once again A blue sky as you hear a friend I was mad that you were calling it over I was hurt that you didn't wait for me I can't breathe I'm choking on sorrow I realise now it was me who made you leave The dream is so cold and descending It brings like a child to the truth The dream of my will is never ending Now there's nothing left that I can do What should I say to my old friends? If I saw them while walking on the street Would I be able to ask for their forgiveness? Or grit my teeth and hide until they leave