Need To के बोल

I, I am confused, fighting myself [biting myself] Wanting to give in, needing your help Skin cold with fear, fear lives when we touch Outside I don't know you, but inside I'm fucked Can you see it in me, skin cold from touch Each turn confronted with what I have done You pull me closer, I push you away You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain I hate you Why are you taken? I love you I feel so helpless Why is it you? ripping my insides each time I'm with you why do I cry/try? why do I really need to? Why! Fuck you, bitch! need to . . . fuck . . . slut