Sick lyrics

So is there really something great? Do you remember the things you said you'd send Well I guess they never came anyway And I'm sure you never cared anyway Take my head and a hand Smash me against the wall Numerous times I think i've wandered The black and stony hills Are they really ours to decide when I return will I? I've been trying to picture me with you And there's a very strange wall Built into the side of a hill And it looks just like a sign or a clue For somebody else Its a signal to deliver The final crushing blow.