My Favorite Songs lyrics

I can't just keep waiting for it to stop raining When the last sun of the summer sets and the gusts begin I guess I'll keep smiling, because disillusionment is easy to hide But the last cold night of the winter will end and the sun will rise I wanna feel it on my skin and in my eyes Everyone my eyes touch look like zombies Wonder what they all think looking at me? Every once in a while I think that I'm dead And every kind word that you spoke was never said And when the days start feeling too long I make a list of my favorite songs I sing to myself in the cold or in the heat In my head, I never have to hit repeat