Original lyrics

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I'm alive I'm alive To the existential dread I let run through my head The truth is that you hurt me for so long And here's my celebration song I know that years from now When my final flame runs out I'll be a grain of sand Running through a stranger's hand But right now I'm alive I'm alive I'm alive I lived to see today I lost so much along the way And that's fine 'Cause I'm alive I've been so hurt for so long I've been so hurt for so long I've been so hurt for so long I've been so hurt for so long Well, I'm done Trying to run From all the things that make me feel alive For fear that I might just catch fire 'Cause I've earned A couple days amongst the Sun God knows I've more than paid my dues For all the months that I didn't want to live through The sleepless nights, the bloodshot eyes This blissful pain contextualized I went to death's door He let me inside But for all my want He couldn't look me in the eyes So I I've been so hurt for so long