In the Spotlight lyrics

The mist is feeling heavy here The steps to take are no longer clear Fought tooth and nail to realize this dream But now it leads to my screams Is this the life I've wanted? I'm too afraid to let my guard down I swear these walls are so damn high Is this yet another moment I let pass me by Is it my fear holding me back? Or is it the conviction to follow through I've always lacked? Unknown, alone I'm paralyzed by the spotlight's glow Left on my own I'm so terrified of the unknown So scared of my future Am I even meant to be here Unknown, alone And I'm petrified being so far from home