Speaking in Tongues lyrics

I've been living a lie Yet you don't even have the heart to tell me why How can you justify looking me in my face When you're the reason I have changed I feel so soulless My heart's been left out in the cold I've become so hopeless I'm facing all of my demons on my own And now I've kissed you goodbye With regrets of a life spent wasted And I'm just trying to find What it takes to make myself whole again Take your fake apologies And shove it down your fucking throat Choke on the words that you spew Poison from your worthless mouth I've been speaking in tongues With this noose tied around my neck All that it takes is one step To prove if I'm a coward yet I believed in your fucking lies There is a darkness deep inside of me A black hole so far down that I can't see What lies beneath the surface A creature that's begging to be set free And now I know how to fall Further than I've ever gone before There's no way back Not after I lost it all I've been living a lie Yet you don't even have the heart to tell me why How can you justify the reasons I have changed I feel so fucking soulless My heart's been left out in the cold I've become so hopeless I'm facing all of my demons on my own