Gold lyrics

She was digging for gold in the bottom of the holes in my pockets But, when she came up for air, she had nothing but dirt in her hands So, with a phantoming gaze, she retired to her speculations Deciding between the dream and the menacing man that I am But I was praying we won't be forced to stay Until our hearts stop beating Too afraid to admit defeat again I didn't wanna say it wasn't real I would rather stick to thinking I'm too esoteric She perfected the art of dividing her love from her lover But, in the end, I would find she retired her heart from her man And, in a riotous daze, she conspired to forced litigations Deciding to distance herself from the menacing man that I am And she was praying we won't be forced to stay Until our hearts stop beating Too afraid to admit defeat again I didn't wanna say it wasn't real I was, rather, stuck in thinking I'm too es-o-ter- Esoteric Celebrate that we won't be forced to stay Until our hearts stop beating Unafraid to admit defeat again A little closer to something real Still, I just can't fight that feeling I'm too esoteric