PARTY ON MY DEATHBED lyrics

Ladies and gentlemen it was a cold blooded premeditated murder Brain pain again Can't remember my name (ah) This distance is sickness I'm super nihilistic (ah) Do we exist inside an acid trip? Or is this flux born from a fantasist? My make-believe idiosyncrasy Just wanna party on my deathbed I'm here to live my life electric Just wanna party on my deathbed Yeh maybe I am just a wreckhead But I know I don't wanna waste it Just wanna party on my deathbed Ah ah, I'm seeping love I'm full of it Secreting blood I'll never quit Would you wanna be me if you could see the memory that haunts this hypocrite? Born in a void, darkness feels like it's home Death’s banging on the door so let's give him a show hey hey Nah man now don't be shady I'm how your God has made me I'm just a puppet on a burning stage no health and safety 'cause if I can't be me in this society I'll hallucinate my own autonomy Just wanna party on my deathbed I'm here to live my life electric Just wanna party on my deathbed Yeh maybe I am just a wreckhead But I know I don't wanna waste it Just wanna party on my deathbed My make-believe idiosyncrasy Do we exist inside an acid trip? Or is this flux born from a fantasist? My make-believe idiosyncrasy Just wanna party on my deathbed I'm here to live my life electric Just wanna party on my deathbed Yeh maybe I am just a wreckhead But I know I don't wanna waste it Just wanna party on my deathbed