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All I can ask is that we stay like this forever Because I've spent a decade just wishing that we could Fantasies were unmet, and we never kept our promises This time I swear I have it figured out for good You can be found in the cheapest and sweetest of bottles I have ever swallowed down I'd rather have you than this spinning room That smells like cheap booze and perfume When you wrote me off, I wrote a song about a holocaust You were the premise that dropped the melody into my head Like a bomb that falls and spreads itself across the harbor of my heart Destroying every single vessel in the bay I feel the same way Cheated, depleted A once-boastful army defeated by a play-Judas bullet to the lips Just check the tube of your ChapStick It's shaped the same I shape myself around you But you never take the blame I was two hundred and oh My God, you came around last minute Brought the loss to me I missed the trophy wife Please, can you help me? I'd say to my family If you would ever settle down and realize that it's always been me